The weekend was a disaster of things going wrong and not coping well with the fallout – I could do with therapy now, which is always the way. Things are unravelling a bit at work too as comments about calming down and being hyper have been bandied around a bit. I need rest, preferably somewhere that I don’t have to think aout or do a thing. Also not sleeping well again, though I think that’s stress from the awful weekend. And loomng deadlines that I’m unlikely to hit at work, despite having so much mental energy I can’t keep my mouth shut for more than 2 seconds in a row or sit still either.
I’m not sure where this is all heading at the moment but it’s all starting to feel a bit out of control.
So I’m trying to busy myself – I took my website offline (freelance site) for a redesign, so working on the logo at the moment, aiming to have it back up in a pared down version this week, other additions in the couple of weeks after. Also trying to get a new band together at the moment, it’s been a long time but it feels right. Maybe this will be the way to keep it all together, time will tell!