Another week, another mental assessment. Waiting to hear what’s next now – change in meds, change in who I see, no change? Had a manic week that’s added huge strain to our home life – crisis time. Something needs to change if my marriage is to last. I think when she said “its like I’ve lost my best friend” that I realized how bad things are. Seriously considering my ability to keep working in the stressful place I currently do. Whilst HR have been great my manager thinks it’s all about me managing my time better. Good grief. Currently sat in the Dr’s waiting room for another discussion of everything… I hold no hope that this will make any difference at all.